"Truth be told, I was not scared of the haunted house. I was more nervous of the curly-haired girl next to me. Since young I have always known I am more connected to numbers than real people. I always said the wrong thing or did the wrong thing 96.2% of the time. I feared that I would mess up this special thing with Celine. Despite only knowing her for three months, our friendship had bloomed into something more. Though in the back of my mind, there was a fear I would mess this up by being me."- ao3 fanfic
Credits to the fanfiction called "Halloween with the Naturals" on ao3 for the exert I CANTTTT WITH THIS PARAGRAPHHHH AWWW