Flag 1x Click to zoom on the edit TW for what I am going to write <333 2025 and 2026 so far just aren't my years. Guys genuinely I am losing my mind at home. My parents and I have been going back and forth non stop and being super rude and disrespectful to me all week and since Saturday last week. I r3l@ps3d and have a patch of marks on my arms now. I started opening up more to my therapist and I have been speaking about traumatic events that happened to me so the days start to feel heavy. Yesterday my mom and I started arguing over something to stupid and then she told me she didn't care about what I had to say and to remember my place so I ran out of the house and spent an hour in the woods making a hut out of dead trees and sticks to get away from everything. I have felt more and more out of touch with everyone. I'm just so tired, but at the same time I feel like I have no reason to be tired. Cheer season is right around the corner so now it's time to start training till I can't stand anymore to get onto varsity or my comp team. I just don't feel real anymore really. Everything I do and say feels fake and numb and I have to pretend as if it doesn't. My motivation for posting might waver so I'm sorry if my next few posts are lazy Edit 4/17/26: My friend Ej told me he liked me this morning! Guys I don't have time for this :sobs:
Love you all sooooo much <333333 I love the audio, it feels so nostalgic
