Flag 2x Audio credit : @_K0ra_ This project mainly focuses on my childhood. Both my bio mother and father grew up in abusive households. My mothers mom would hurt her and emotionally hurt her, and my father grew up in a @dd!ct house and was actually sent to jail 2 times as a kid. My father will never be emotionally intelligent or stable enough to properly love and take care of his kids, I learned that the hard way. He also then grew up to emotionally and physically hurt my mother while they were married. My mother always knew she wanted kids but she has passed down a lot of her trauma onto me and makes me feel like I'm a mistake whenever she compares me to my father. She has been the main source of my physical abuse, which is why child me looks confused when she hugged me because she has made me learn to be afraid or confused by physical contact. I have been very shy from a young age and scared of rejection due to my lack of comfort and stability growing up leaving me with only 2 close friends as a child. Also yes, CPS has been called on my parents for visible marks left on me. 2 times! And nothing was done about it and now whenever I threaten to call them my mom says she will abandon me and only try and rescue my brother. :) If any of you ever need to talk I'm always here for you guys and just know you are all loved and matter <3
Love you allllllllll <333 I don't like the hair edit :sobs: IF U USE THE AUDIO GIVE CREDIT!!!! Also idk why the thumbnail isn't working sorryyyyyy
