im. not feeling great as you could probably tell a lot of fights have sparked and like. pretty much all of them were either started by me or. yeah i'm doing a BIT better for now but don't expect that for like a while probably 3 vents in a row...wow i haven't felt like playing or doing anything alone but every time i hang out with my friends i feel worse iunno why but i might just not be active for a few days if worst comes to worst and i just rot in bed for a while pals has totally torn us apart dude...jesus i haven't been doing anything after The Incident today i haven't even been talking to peng until i wanted to see if they were asleep and like they were so i just felt bad for not even asking to hang out with them i didn't think i could but like i probably could and i'm just stupid so just know i'm not planning on doing anything uh Harmful to myself bye
