the said a$$holes unblocked me They did it. Those a$$holes did it. Scratch has put me on a hit list basically, can't upload projects or comment anymore. This site sucks. I reported it and got ghosted. heck I don't even know if this will change. but its been a good run. But this god forsaken site doesn't seem to want me anymore. Good bye old: Welp. This will be a mouthful. You'd be glad to hear since last time I made a serious project that my mental health has improved as I have moved to a new school. It's a public school so my parents don't have to pay for me anymore and its just taken SO much stress off my shoulders. I've settled down and have made new friends. And the most shocking part is that 1 of the IT members saw one of my animations and liked it. Yay. And also my friends from primary school are there so that's working well. I might be getting a new phone as the current one belongs in a bin (Slow af) btw just for context I had my smartphone taken off of me as someone said the n word in a dizzy server I was in. But I got a flip phone. Never before in my life had I been so grateful to have a flip phone. No YouTube shorts, No Highly addictive games. It was heaven. Sadly... the Doro only ran on 3g and in Britain they had updated to 4g. So I got a new one... oh boy does it suck. And the worst part is that it's the NEWER Doro Downsides: I feel as if part of me is missing. Physically and mentally. I don't have the motivation to make animations anymore and I just don't feel as creative. I just want to lie in bed until I feel better. Believe it or not I was actually missing school. Over my 2 week half term I developed social anxiety again. Just there being no one else around me I felt isolated and paranoid. Now that I'm back at school I cannot stop twitching and looking around. I swear I see something in my prereferral vision or hearing someone walking behind me. I just keep on turning around but no one. It's starting to scare me. I went to the optician and they said there's nothing wrong with my eyes. I don't know anymore. So as of now I'm taking a break. Cheerio for now I'll be back in maybe months or days idk. But I'm not leaving
Music: The Man Who Sold The World - Midge Ure
