Greetings from the couch, everyoney. I'm still alive, in case you were wondering. Okay, this wasn't really going to be a vent project because those are annoying, but in all honesty, I've been struggling a little with me motivations for my personal projects. Pretty much all I've wanted to do recently is play Pokemon Insurgence and watch Stargate SG-1. Also, I have a job now. I work cleaning horse stalls at a barn. It makes sitting feel real good and I've gotten more in shape, but it's a lot of hard labor. I'm also working to open commissions on DeviantArt. I'm still trying to figure everything out with payment and stuff, but it'd be really nice to actually get something other than compliments from strangers off of my work. I'm ALSO trying to get my art onto places other than Scratch because I am getting older and I really don't plan on being solely on a kids' website for the rest of my life. I'm AAALLSOO working as a storyboard artist and animator for an indie animated movie so that's cool, but also time consuming. So I'm a bit inactive right now, and that's why. I'm basically just growing up and really locking in my goals and bigger projects. Anyway, I've created a new online persona for myself. Her name is Sorrel. She's a doggy because I'm into dogs now. I haven't actually read Warrior Cats in many years and I don't even really like it that much anymore. Honestly, Amberfur has not felt like a proper representation of myself for a while now. I want to be an independent creator known for my own unique ideas, not just another Warriors artist. I want to focus more on my original characters and other fandoms that I’m more interested in. So I don't really want the character that I use to connect with my followers to be a Warrior Cat. I was just kind of struggling to find that character, but when this girl spawned from a character pause challenge on YouTube, I knew she was the one. So I've made it official now instead of just having her randomly pop into existence. I'm in my mid-teens now and I'm really trying to be more serious about things that matter to me most. What I want to do for a career, what things truly make me happy, what motivates me, etc. Sorry if this was a little existential and rambly. I just wanted to let all you guys know that posting may be slow in these coming months and wanted to apologize in advance.
