So basically how it all started was that i was bored and wanted to vc with ev. After a while of vc-ing, my computer was laggy and i got annoyed, so i restarted it. Then ev was offline in the call when i got back, so i checked in chat and it said he'll be back on in "a bit". And i thought that he would be back on in a few seconds, so i did random stuff while waiting, like messing around on scratch and OpenUTAU, and playing games. But, after a while, i started to feel lonely, so I started to cry. It escalated more and more, and when he said that he was with friends, I jumped to the conclusion that he left me for someone else. So, I reached my breaking point and started to spam hateful messages in the wb chat, and his comment section. After he joined back, I learned the real reasons why his friends came over (which I cant really say on here) and i started to regret everything I did. We comforted each other for a while, and we hopped off the vc. To this day, I still regret crashing out on ev, And I kind of gave myself a bad look on this platform... I apologize for everything, and I promise not to cause any more trouble.
TL;DR: Ev took too long to join the vc, so i crashed out on him, but after learning the real reasons why, I regretted it.