[ reii has entered the chat. ] hey. its reii. and this isn't my usual posting, it usually has a layout and everything, but that's not the case today. this is more of a personal problem, but I just wanna share it with y'all. slight trigger warning . (maybe) I was at my desk coloring this poster that's supposed to be about not v4p!ng and I was working on the first part of the poster. it was my persona holding a heart and she was going to say "no v4p!ng!" but the complete version didn't happen. mind you my mom does not like me drawing stuff with animalistic features or kemonomimi related stuff, (like dog ears, antenna, cat tail, bear ears, fox feet, antlers, elf ears, goat horns, stuff like that) and you might know that my persona has these things, (antenna, pointy ears) so it basically affects my mom for some reason. mind you my family and I are christians so... I was busy coloring my persona and I was still coloring the head since I just started. my mom decides to come in the room to check what I was doing. she came up to me and saw the drawing I made. she was very angry that I drew this, and asked why I did. I said that it was one of two parts for a school project. she proceeds to ask me why I draw these things and took the drawing off the table. she was walking out to the door when I started to freak out for a second. I asked her where was she taking it and she said the trash. I was baffled. something that I put my full effort in, on a FICTIONAL character, ur getting mad over a FICTIONAL character, that's honestly insane. she doesn't even EXIST. she proceeds to storm out of the room and I said that its one of two parts of it. then guess what? she proceeds to ask, then what's the second part going to be? the one with corns like the d*v!l? EXCUSE ME? (the character she was talking about was my purelily crk oc, buttermilk chiffon cookie, this gurl: https://scratch.mit.edu/projects/1216661599/ and my mom was calling her the d*v!l. THE D*V!L. be so fr rn. omg. at this point I just quit arguing with her since it's pointless anyway, and I said, just throw it away. my mom was in the hallway at this point. she starts to act very cocky about it, saying, ha! I knew it. and took the drawing to her bedroom. I shut my bedroom door and went to go sit back at my desk. I didn't feel mad. I didn't feel sad. I just felt annoyed. mind you this isn't the first time this happened btw. (there was another time when I was using scratch on my moms big computer and my mom saw the project with creme oreo (the one with the pigtails and cat ears and tail. my mom asked why I drew this and I said because I was bored and my mom said, so you want me to make you do stuff when you're bored because when you are you do this. what punishment should I give you next time you do this? I stayed silent. I left in shame back to my bedroom. this was before my mom threw away my drawing.) I sat at my desk very annoyed and I sketched out a new version the same night. the posters are due wednesday so wish me luck. (so basically they pick 3 posters out of the entire school county and idk maybe u win money if ur chosen idk if they're doing it this year tho.) I could care less if I got picked or not. but so anyway that's it. I just wanted to share my vent with y'all. ignore the chopped art, it was made with a Mac. but goodbye, have a good day/night and God bless you. [ reii has left the chat. ]
