i want to die. i have no reason to live anymore. im always smiling while crying through my struggles. im not perfect enough. i wish i never was born. im never good enough, i never will be. im too scared to ask to start therapy. itll make me sound weird. im so stupid. hope i die. (i added vents in the "see inside")
"Ahh, I'll turn into a fossil Ahh, I want to keep up the act I have to smile since I don't have anything going for me I can't fill this gaping emptiness; if it gets out, what will I do? Ahh, the neighbor to your right My heart races, head fuzzy" "Say, when I fall asleep tonight and open my eyes I can't find a single reason to get up When the morning comes, what exactly... should I do?" "Ahh, you'll find out Ahh, I want to keep up the act I have to smile, or the things precious to me will break I wish for a happy tomorrow, but what do I do about this abyss of loneliness? I can't even scream anymore My heart seizes up, head shaking" *insert lyrics to Miss Wanna D#e*
