I'm so unappreciated at my home it feels like i'm invisible. i do almost everything around our house- but behind the scenes, and I dont exactly seek out attention/praise for it. but being already overwhelmed and being forced to do my sister's mound of dishes and not being all giddy and happy about it is called being ungrateful and selfish. For example: just now my sister asked me to get her a protein shake- and I said no. she just said "ok a##hole" and continued talking to her boyfriend (eye roll) After I finished cleaning my room, I actually went upstairs to get her a protein shake and when I gave it to her, she just opened it, and drank it- no thank you or anything. she just continued talking like the arrogant teenager she is to her boyfriend. I know 'thank you' isn't obligated, but surely its nice to show some appreciation sometimes? I'm always hiding in my room and called a 'hobbit', but they think that's just because i'm an introvert (when in reality I'm an extrovert) but the *real* reason is that whenever I interact with my family they either yell at me for something minor and stupid or need me to do something for them aka 'do me a favor'. and they don't even say 'can you do me a favor' because its not an option. I'm forced to. another thing is i'm hidden under my sister's humongous shadow. Nothing I accomplish really matters in comparison to her. I have good grades- yeah, I got all A's and B's on my exams, yippee! a normal person would be stoked about that, but I got told 'try to do better next semester'. my sister aced all of her exams. I do karate with her too. You guessed it- shes better than me at that. oh yeah, and my 'lady week' (if ykyk) is coming in a few days. I can't *wait* for that. /sarc In conclusion- my family sucks. the only joy I get from life are my friends and creating and drawing. Also, i'd say my religion gives me happiness. *End of rant/vent*
Winnie Bosko (Cold Front- Racheldrawsthis)
