for Kai only. kai I know you wont see this at the time that I post it and maybe you'll be okay by the time you do but if you're not I'm here you can talk to me about anything anything at all you're one of my best friends and I hate to see you hurt please don't do anything to yourself maybe I shouldn't be as scared as I am but I just need to know that you're alive and okay its okay if youre not okay but you need to be alive Kai I need you to be alive and not hurting yourself please kai its okay if you don't want to talk about it I can just be a comforting presence but I'm always here for you love you (platonically for the !diots who aren't Kai who are reading this *side eye*)
song is "i wish u knew" by vaultboy
