Yesterday night my mother got a call from the doctor and, naturally, I eavesdropped and what I heard made my heart sink. I'm sure a lot of you guys have heard about my leg and how bad it's been feeling and how we've had all these tests and can't find out what is happening. Recently I had another MRI scan and the results came back yesterday. After hearing the conversation my mom sat me down and told me what's wrong. The doctors said it's most likely an autoimmune disease (which if you don't know what that is, its a disease where your body attacks healthy cells). It's incurable and lasts for life. I might never get to be an actress and I know that should be the last of my problems but there really is no plan B for me. I feel like my life is over when it's barely even started. I'm going to be stuck with a limp for the rest of my life. And I know it's really such a small deal because the chances of it killing me are low but that's not what I care about. Along with that my english teacher refuses to let me turn in my late work so I'm going to get yelled at when I get home. I'm so sorry for venting but I need to get this off my chest because I'm currently sitting alone in the hallway at school sobbing because my life is just falling apart.
maybe in another life i would be healthy
