guys there is a warning, read it. what I will be talking abt: (warning: sh (and a sort mention of deep topics), very serious and deep online drama that is going on, some roblox stuff, probably more to add to this but idk.), prob 13+ but idk 1: personal stuff -scratch and other platforms I am on -my mental health 2: online drama -things that are affecting me that's online (games and shows + some other little things probably) --- 1. personal stuff -Okay, I have a lot going on in my life in the real world and here (online). I have to much to do online and it isn't going well with school, I'm not good at canceling, telling people no or really just holding back from offering or anything which is a really bad habit of mine. Even when I'm overstimulated with what I need to do and have late pays, map parts and stuff I still continue offering, signing up for things, promising I'll join and stress too much about it and get really upset and scared about how they'll think of me if I can't finish or don't end up joining (or whatever the case is.). I have had multiple mental breakdowns because of this problem and I really just need to hold myself back so I probably will be closing my invites on my main for once. -School work is piling up, more importantly homework and late assignments (like really I have over 10 missing assignments and 2 of those are really important). Because I'm spending more time and focus on scratch and my personal projects for fun instead of working on what I should for school. I use to have a gpa of 3.25 (above average) but it's starting to affect that. So I'll probably start being a lot less active and only will be checking in for my messages and maybe short updates on how my life is going. I want to be a good student and succeed in school, for me personally education is important, so are my friends and social life. I'd like it to be equal and not have my online life be more important than friends because really, it isn't (tho online friends are included when I say friends those are an acceptation lol <33). I have a life outside of what you see online and it's important to me... even if I struggle with my life/mental health, it is important. You guys are important to me, all of you. But right now I think I just need to take care of myself. -This kind a little going off of what I said before but lately I've notice my mental health has been getting worse lately and it's been really hard for me lately. I've been highly considering and thinking about a lot of things. I haven't attempted since my last attempt so that is good, though I am always feeling numb (or as I like to say, just feeling absolutely nothing) and then randomly I have these really depressive episodes and yay I feel something but all I feel is just really awful and I've almost hurt myself so many times. And it really is just... awful just I hate it so much. It's just all of my... bad feelings all at once and I can't do anything... -I'm on a lot of platforms not just scratch so yea, u prob can find a couple of them jus by search my main acc username on google and you also can find a couple by searching 'minchi scratch' lol, can you tell I'm most active and known here..? :'3 -There is some (big) friend drama going on though I think it's cooled down but really it could come back and it's affecting close friends of mine so yuh there is that too... :'d okay I think that's it...? :'DD probably. --- 2. online drama this is talking abt glitch productions, pressure and grace (and somewhat forsaken). Mainly pressure drama though. Also just what I think about the whole roblox situation (though I didn't want to talk abt that a lot so I didn't) +I was going to talk abt scratch but I think Ima decide not too -Glitch. I've been watching them for A VERY LONG TIME even when 'glitch' wasn't even their name :'D I'm og guys. Though there has been some drama going on with TADC (the amazing digital circus) regarding spoilers and the whole movie/theaters situation. I get how people are mad abt this stuff and I get it rlly. Though I am in the usa/us (GOD I HATE MY PRESIDENT, BUT ANYWAYSS NO POLITICS GUYS.) so it'll be coming early here. I honestly think, 'yayy, though that is unfair for people that don't live in the us, is it not??' which I reply, it is unfair. There'll be a lot of spoilers and now a days it's nearly impossible to avoid spoilers, their practically everywhere! Which rlly makes me mad lowkey lol :'3 Though I don't think this situation is that big of a deal tbh. -Just this is me talking abt roblox. Uh... it's awful, jus the whole situation rlly... I still play but idk if I will for long. I hate robloc!!!!! that's all I'm saying. -I don't really actually wanna talk abt grace stuff... let's jus say. Me not happy. I really liked grace and I play it a lot, though I haven't been playing it lately (if ykyk....). -Pressure... it's a great game. Really, but... well... the drama going around on it and how people are making jokes about,
(please read what's at the bottom of the other desc/in instructions this is continuing off of it) I personally think is sick and horrible. Just the whole drama and everything is disgusting and bad. I really am just disappointed, sad and sickened about all of it. Really, it just seems like the situation of all the drama just keeps getting worse. I kind of made this project because of how I felt after watching and looking at multiple things related to this drama but really I do also need to talk about other things too because there is a lot happening. -Forsaken... please don't talk about it to me. I know I had a BIG hyperfixation on it, yea I'm really good at playing it but... I hate the game now. If you know everything, then good. I know everything, all the drama and it's really sick and I think it's foolish how people are ignore it now, just because it's been awhile and no one talks about it doesn't mean it is gone or fixed. I don't support the game or creators. --- Okay I think that's all, ik this is A LOT to read but thank you a lot if you've made it this far. I'd like to say all of the stuff in online drama except roblox drama, I'm not actually involved/included in (thankfully lol, I'm not that popular/known lol :'3). Uhh yea, rlly thank u a lot if you read all/any of this. Love u all -minchi (end)
