April 16th: why do ppl say “i hope you get better” and “i cant do anything for you”? Like ts is wrong. Bc u can do smth, even if u dont know me irl. For me it’s js wanting positive daily interactions, either it’s online or in person. Ik sometimes i joke too seriously, and i am wrong for that. I js h8 my life and myself. Some nights my thoughts get too dark, and i js have to go to bed, sometimes take a pill or 2 or 3, js to get me to go to bed, but i cant take more than that, and its js difficult for me to put out these words, and its have some coping methods, like ranting, making inappropriate jokes, and other stuff. I legitimately h8 when ppl say they cant help, or that js get better, it’s not like that, you cant go out of $100,000 of debt in 1 day, or 1 year. It js keeps adding onto the total, even if u give it your all every day, trying to get better, it js doesnt work. Paying everything you have it still cant help, you need other ppl to help you, even if its js the little things, bc when u r on ur own, u dont have motivation to grow, but if u have someone else with u helping u, it helps April 26th: I get that u guys think that making a studio and spreading the word abt smth will help, but it doesn’t, it js causes chaos, and js doesn’t help at all, like stop doing ts, espically if u dont know who they are irl
