"... I should stop thinking like this..." ".. Maybe I'm a hero to them.. Maybe I just.. Don't know that right now... Right..?" ".. I'm probably just tired and.. Not in the mood..!!" "... Is there ANYTHING good that I have done..?" "All I really did was.. Survive.. Get hypnotized.. get healed.. And survive again..." ".. What STUPID decision will I do to screw the Survivors now..? Lead them to their DEATH, AGAIN..!?" "... I should get all that out of my head..." ".. These feelings are.. Just a waste of time anyways..."