April-2-26 It was autism awareness and it was the worst awareness for me. I thought i and other ppl like me were gonna be supported but no... stupid ppl rlly tend to make other ppls life way worse, ppl already knew i was autistic and tbh i fging hate it. Ive always treated it like a burden and i hate it. I hate how ppl are so nice to you but stb you in the back. So i was being made fun of all day and i tend to hide everything i think in order to fit in so i hid all those emotions, i just wanna be normal. Not this...stupid abomination with tippy toes and terrible speech dilemma. I hate it.. i hate them... i hate it all.. WHY DID THEY HAVE TO DO AUTISM AWARENESS WHEN THEY KNOW THAT ME AND THE REST OF THEM ARE GONNA BE MADE FUN OF?! I hate this.... my life... why cant i just be normal.. not this kid with autism thats always made fun of. Why... why me of all people.... why... just why... then they go ahead and expect us to be normal after what they say. But NO they have to treat us like shjjht, like we dont have emotions. So i try to be normal but just can't....
{Edit} April-17-26. im sorry i posted this kinda late, i just wasnt. Ready..
