I am a failure. I have disappointed all who i loved. My mother cannot even look me in the eyes for the thing i have become. I'm a weak excuse of a man, even weaker of a boyfriend. I am no man. I am the most idiotic person i have ever known. And soon, soon enough, It'll all be over. Maybe then it'll be okay. I'm sorry for who I've become, and who i know im becoming. I don't know if i will be missed, i hope not. I don't want to hurt even more people when im gone. I am no man. I am no man. I am no man. I am no man. I am no man. I am no man. I am no man. I am no man. I will never be real. I will never be the man i dream about. Im scared she won't see me as who i am, and my love will never see me as a good man or a good woman.
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