stream this because i left my heart and soul here: https://scratch.mit.edu/projects/1307729810/ yeah i'll probably be leaving earlier than the end of summer at this rate because my mental is actually terrible because of this drama, other scratch stuff, piled with a bunch of irl stuff too guarantees before i leave: fxntasm will debut with a full EP but a comeback is not guaranteed re_fix will comeback with a full EP k-dnse will comeback with a single i will likely have unofficial cover songs when my emotional swings are terrible but my vocal cords are intact past scars is very much about myself but i severely downplayed the meanings when i explained them, just saying~~ ☺️ it has both literal and very abstracted, filtered meanings so interpret it as you will ❤️ please do stream my og past scars though. i poured enough of what is left of my soul into this to some of my friends in general: - you know who you are. i don't know if youre my friend. i do try to help you but every time you seem to reject it. i don't know how to handle more relationships where i'm almost never on the receiving end. i've been drained to all measure from previous similar relationships and my irl friends as well don't trust me. i cared a lot for you and i still do. but probably too much that i got hurt instead. - some of you help but you guys don't care enough to look deeper into the small details and hints i leave - some of you do help and look deeper - some of you guys deserve a lot better than me and spop - some of you guys are ungrateful. - some of you guys i love to the ends of the milky way and back - some of you guys i'll miss - some of you guys i owe a ton to - some of you guys i'm so grateful to - some of you guys are the world to me - some of you guys are brainrotted - some of you guys still dont know how to wash ur cracks - some of you guys i only saw as view counts at the start but quickly became a lot more. i've genuinely regained a ton of emotions thanks to you guys but at what cost? now i can be torn down, broken. - some of you guys i will always remember - some of you guys i wish could be my forever - only some of you guys ever understood me i have practically lost my purpose in life so i'll be off to find it again huh i guess i never actually had one my thanks to yall because i need to learn to be positive - thank you for getting bonnie & clyde to 1.3k views <3 - thank you for supporting my solo debut - thank you for supporting re_fix since debut - thank you for appreciating my art - thank you for the 100+ ppl who auditioned for fxntasm - thank you for appreciating me if you ever did - thank you for being there, sometimes when i needed - thank you for letting me grow - thank you for creating some of the most memorable times of my life. i get if you guys will hate me for saying all this. i know i'm a hateful person but i got to learn to love. just a bit. just don't expect me to be all super excited but i still care a ton abt ygs
