up until now i've only "like liked" 1 person. i've been doing some reflecting on that recently. june would know about my previous crush (if she remembers), and lemme make it clear that we're good friends now and i'm far past those feelings. whenever i have someone i "like like", i enter this weird trance-like state, one that is VERY strong. i basically always fall super hard, and i have no idea why that is. if anyone could perhaps explain, that would be really nice (though you don't have to). i start thinking about them a lot more, like all this is increased ten-fold. but, at the same time, i start fearing what could happen in the future if they say yes to a confession. anyway, on another note, i'm super burnt out from "education" and i can't wait for it to be over.
