∵∗ Death SRP (First Person) ∗∵➸ It was warm the day I died. Uncharacteristically so, given the season. Leafbare had been filled with cold up until today; thinking about it, that was likely why there wasn't enough prey for everyone. If I had been a more gracious cat, I would've said it's good I was the one left without. After all, I've lived quite long.... at least, I have compared to others I've seen. The others in my clan need the prey more, I would've said. If I had been a crueler cat, I would've stolen someone else's. I've been hunting, so why should I not have some of the prey I retrieved? But I'm not either of those things. Maybe that's what led to me being here, alone in the clearing where I watched the birds when I was younger, while I slowly give in to the pains in my gut. I haven't been here in a while. I wonder if the birds have noticed that. They likely haven't; after all, a passive observer isn't something noteworthy. The sky is blue, a lighter color than what's been creeping behind my eyelids lately. It looks weightless. I barely noticed I was crying. I suppose it makes sense. After all, death is... new. Terrifying. Not something I'll gladly embrace. But the stars have come to claim their own, and they have no time to waste. I can only hope it means they do not blame me for the havoc I've wreaked. For I do that enough myself. The pains fade to brilliant blue, searing my eyes and mind. I can only hope to see Eon and Wolfs again.
∵∗ Final Goodbyes and Accessory Distribution ∗∵➸ [3 missed calls from: /Papa/. Call back?] Opening voicemails.... *Click* bzzz [birds chirp lightly in the background. wind blows past the receiver.] "Hello? Oh, it's on." *shifting can be heard, the grass rustles underneath his paws.* To Endlesskit; "My dear kit, Though you strive higher than I can see, I can only hope you reach there safely. I would ask for you to remember your limits, but knowing you, you won't listen. Take care of yourself, and treasure others. I leave you my thorns, as a reminder to you not to judge others too sharply." To Eternalkit; "My dear kit, Your kindness isn't something I'd easily forget. Despite the fact I cannot be there for you anymore in life, I hope the world is not too harsh on you, and you have the luxury to stay the way you are. I leave you my blackberries, with the hope they stay sweet." To Everlastingkit; "My dear kit, Though I didn't speak to you much, I wish I had. There's not much to be done now; the stars find us all, and time is never a promise. Your gentle heart cares for plenty, and I pray it's not too much for you. I leave you my feathers, for you seem to be fascinated by them." To Aquilakit, Corvuskit, and Cygnuskit; My young litter, Though I never had the joy of knowing you well on solid ground, I hope to see you from the comfort of the stars. May your dreams guide you away from me, despite how I may wish they came closer. My presence seems to promise a fate I do not wish for you to encounter.
