So my friend cut herself and before I found out she had become homeschooled without saying goodbye. When I found out, I was furious at her bully, and, well, myself. I wondered why I hadn't noticed how upset she was. I was always trying to improve her spirits and make her see how beautiful she is. Now she is going to a different school and I just miss her so so much and I just wish I could have said goodbye before she left. I miss her more than should be humanly possible. I just wish.. I just wish I could have saved her. I hope she is still alive. We dated for a little bit, and during that time, I felt like we were soulmates. I still think we are, too. I wish I could see her again one last time. I cried today. Multiple times. She's been gone for about a month now, but I'm still not over her. If your reading this, 3r1nn, I miss you so much...
