To loop again and again once more and to trip over misery is exhausting so. To have screams and silent agony burdened and unable to be released, silently rotting within my chest. To be far too smart for those of your age, to be classified as a 'prodigy'. It is all exhausting so, all these idiotic expectations. The faint taps of the keys on my laptops echo throughout my empty room, my earphones booming one of those messy songs I liked. To think so many people...are able to look at me, and understand me....is...surprising, as if a mind who has once been begging for recognition has finally been given it. A kind bunny, cheering me on. A four leafed clover, asking me how I was. A boy in bandages, telling me about his day. .....I sniffled, tears trailing down my eyes. How....reassuring. I shall live on to make them proud, to prove to them that I can do it. And I wish them lives full of joy and bliss. And in the darkness of that room, a vampire queen who never learnt the meaning of being worth something... began to smile.
i wuz feelin down so i wrote ts when i saw all my messages !111!!! tysm everyone <333 euhhhhhh i have so much hw to do.....im sick so imma jus lay in bed n watch bsd muheheheheh :3333 kewl moots, go check em out!!11!: @your1valentine @Clove0r @zeebzeebz23b @Nyanzyxoxo @AccidentalBirth @lucien_vale @ningen_shikkaku_zai
