my negative feelings are getting up in my head flooding all the positive ones I once had making me want to do something ik I will regret if I do but the voices get louder and louder as I try pushing them down I cant wait for school to be done so I don't have to see you again and I can start fresh next school year
your effecting me more then I should u take a big toll on me that I cant do anything about I lost my appetite for any food I cant eat I cant I feel disgusted doing so u effected me so hard and I feel like an idiot that u are effecting me while ur living ur life normally while I cry and cry not wanting to go to school to see you I hide from you out of fear I told myself I would stop but I don't I cant stop my body wont let me I feel like such an idiot you have no idea what u done to me don't you?
