I wanted to flesh this out a bit since it's relevant among the current mc medics - Blissbloom carries a strong devotion to Starclan from the teachings of Bluebellcrest and Harebelltumbleweed - He sees Starclan's decisions as fate kind of? Like, if a leader does something bad, Blissbloom doesn't think that they deserve to be overthrown because Starclan approved them and must've seen the bad the leader was going to do and still granted them their lives - Blissbloom doesn't approve of trying to interpret Starclan's will but he looks on the Urchinclan poisoning plan neutrally. He hates murder and isn't sure if his mentors were spurred on by an actual Starclan cat or just what they thought Starclan would want, but he also admires the fact that they were attempting to carry out this plan in the name of Starclan so his feelings are complicated... - If Starclan directly told him yo dude you gotta go poison Urchinclan then Blissbloom would do it but he'd be crying himself to sleep every night out of guilt - Blissbloom deep down doesn't think he's fit to go to Starclan? He's insecure about his place as a medic and thinks he does a poor job, they also have a lingering fear that they're bad and irredeemably evil. His first half-moon meeting he got dragged into the Dark Forest and he's never communicated with Starclan before so it's adding fuel to his worry about him being evil and unfit for his role (These are fears he'll grow out of as he gets older/actually makes contact w/starclan)
