...o-oh...oh god... yea... u thought things would be great again once I got back in Germany? Even then it's still hell.. d-d-dont tell me ur thinking of commiting su*c*de... <:[ I hid a message in the backround... I shouldn't say it on here.. [...dude...Life...idk, its....like peer pressure, like you said... you still have a life ahead of u! Life has its ups and downs... currently, its down, but i swear... i swear it'll get better...hopefully...] ((I hope you're right...) ---what the heck---