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SO Storytime ig... So Lets just call em Angie. SO Angie was with my friend Miri, They were a good couple except Angie would always cuss at her, Yell, and just treat her terribly. One day Angie was mad and they fought and yet ANGIE GOT COMFORTED!! like that's not how this works. And so Max(Angie's BF-turned Ex turned BF, turned Ex turned BF turned back to Ex, In like 3 weeks, They only just met 3-4 Months ago and just got together like 3 months ago. Angie is Poly yes. But I wasn't feeling well earlier(Still am not), I felt like I was going to pass out so I didn't talk to Max but then He gets mad at me and is like flip You, My Birthday was Yesterday, Max didn't know. I had to deal with Angie complaining all day about their issues with not being in the friend group again. Probably bc You broke up with my friend, Lied to everyone, apologized then took everything back. Like no duh! and so Angie was like guilt tripping me and is like "This isn't about me, It's about someone who has Thoughts and Mental issues" I don't know if i'm in the wrong here i'm just tired of caring and looking after people who don't really care about me. I've been having a good week so far except I started taking meds that help with Anxiety and my Anxiety triggers my Anger issues, I keep forgetting to take my Meds and I just feel worse if I don't take them than if I do. I'm just ready for Tomorrow since my friend had smt for me and Friday bc I have a sleepover then Saturday where I JST get to see my friends and have a break from all this drama. am I in the wrong here? I don't think I am, but I don't know anymore. I'm being told to lit Apologize again for not feeling good(I felt the other day like I was going to pass out and was overheating) And apparently the Max person blocked me. i'm just so tired of everything right now. including just life. My BFF is the only one who I have been able to share my problems with since I prefer not to talk Abt well yk- ig. My Mom let me stay home because I don't feel well(My Meds), And I have to go somewhere around 6 and I'm just tired but I don't want to sleep. I just want it to be friday already. I was so happy because I thought I wouldn't have to deal with anymore drama or have everyone talk Abt their problems but here Angie is. I started to talk about mine and then He just acts like they aren't there and yaps about his and Max's. My sister told me I was in the wrong but i'm just confused and tired, plus Max is older and in my friend group i'm one of the oldest and I guess I used to have an older brother but he's gone and now I have an older sister I barely see and there's drama sometimes in my family and it's just too much. I get in trouble for being mad or speaking what I think to my Dad. But he's allowed to always embarrass me and make me feel worthless. Alright! YKW I'm just going to go back to watching TV. I'm so done with this I just miss Maxx :3