uh I'ma just yap here. my "friend" seems to not actually like me. oh I'll just call my friends by their first letter of their name btw. (the one I started off talking about i will call her a.) we have been friends for 1-2ish years and shes.. been acting strange? she accuses me of leaving her out, talking behind my back, and says stuff like "of course she goes with z"(used to be my friend until I talked to her more a also did..). oh she also kinda leaves me out now. and usually goes with my L without telling me. and sometimes even goes to z instead of me. like today, I had peacemaker duty so I was out at primary recess and I decided to get breakfast after. a didn't try looking for me. she looks for and doesn't think of finding me until my other friend mentions me (in this case both L and Z did) . a also talks to Z more than me when shes around and will usually not talk to me while Z is there. a also criticize my art sometimes even when she cant rlly draw. I forgot what else I was going to say uhm.. anyway I don't know what to do.. its hard for me to be distant and I've tried ended the friendship but a gave me a peace offering (a hi-chew) and declared we were friends again? and whenever I don't talk to someone/leave them I feel guilty when its not my fault... anyway bye I'ma go listen to kyu kurarin why are you here. go away. I cant sleep. I need help. you cant trust people these days. I said leave..
