you're given yet another opportunity to apologize, and instead of, you know, actually apologizing, you pull out the angst? really? i know you're at a very young age but the actions you've made are absolutely inexcusable, especially considering, you know, your age can you please just apologize? can you please tell us you will get better and fall through? reminder, this is the official owner of coded who's writing this to you. if the official owner of the character you make so much things about is telling you to stop because of something really weird and uncalled for you did, then you might want to stop and just. apologize. stop treating this like your canon event and wake up. for the love of god, relapse. or else, this will get so much worse for you. that's just my two cents.