i want to let you guys know that i am not a good person im always salty and jealousy from years ago would stick to me like mosquitoes do to amber like cody winning that pfp contest or gumpys gradient and words surpassing my entry and winning or how somebody remixed my one project with my human self with 'fixed' as the title and my head looked like when you squeeze the end of a water balloon so the top bulges im still so pissed about both of those things i would usually make this a ramble about how im not good enough at/for something or someone but im being legitimately serious i am not a good human being no matter how you see me i am not a nice person i am ruthless and cold-hearted ive just learned real manners and how to control myself basically im a freak of positive nature i dont act up in public if someone shows me a project that isnt really good i still tell them its an amazing project im always quiet and ill always be there to listen to people who want to talk to me im not saying ive been faking these acts its just the only part of me youve TRULY seen i just want to tell you guys i might legitimately snap one day and start spewing stabbing truths to people that pierce through the heart but doesnt kill and im sorry because its going to happen one day one day im going to be fed up one day im going to go TRULY manic one day im going to go VIOLENT and i wont even be able to control myself this happens basically never maybe once every couple of years but ive been on more pressure than ever before and it WILL come i just want to warn any of you who care enough to see this im sorry im a bad person i truly am
