lyricssss madi: we went on a swimming date you still smell just like the lake a smile pinned on your face i was waiting for it to break, waiting for it to break hart: dark hair and a stupid amount of your heart that you’re ready to give up the last time that i saw that it was a bomb, now that i’m held and lost i kinda wish it was both: you’re too kind to me baby oh i need you to be mean hart: the way you don’t make mistakes makes me think you’re fake madi: do you mean it when you say i love you both: you hold my hand in public and love me in the dark oh pinch me am i dreaming? you’re too kind oh i don’t trust it hart: now i’m a lightbulb but i’m burning out cause i’m counteracting my hope with doubt now madi: i only stare cause i’m haunted by how i fear that you’ll ditch this town if i turn around both: and when you’re thoughtful i wonder “what have you done?” and when you’re vulnerable i think you want to weaponize my trust and when you pull out flowers i project onto them a gun i’m waiting for the gun, gimme the gun, my love both: you’re too kind to me baby oh i need you to be mean