lyrics probably wrong I'm tired of being the happy freind, they therapist freind, I'm tired of having to be vented to. I'm tired of being sent SH. Im happy to comfort you but please please please don't force me to, it feels as if I always have to be happy.. I'm not sure why it's this way because I swear everything was fine before but now its just.... differnt, the hobbys I used to have have become to tiring or hard for me to do anymore, life is weird, I feel like I am not [my name irl] anymore, I am tux, goob, Kilo, zero. its kind of weird. Sure, it's a calming notion, perpetual in motion But I don't need the comfort of any lies For I have seen the ending, and there is no ascending Rise Oh, back when I was younger, was told by other youngsters That my end will be torture beneath the earth 'Cause I don't see what they see when death is staring at me I see a window, a limit, to live it, or not at all If you could pull the lever to carry on forever Would your life even matter anymore? Sure, it's a calming notion, perpetual in motion But it's not what you signed up for h
I wish life could just go back to how it used to be its hard to trust anymore. "But tux, you have so many friends! what's wrong?" people I talk to: x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x people I'm freinds with x x x x x x x x x x x x x x real freinds x
