this happens too often. lets cut it down to like... once every five years. /jjj --- fortunately for you all, i am a year closer to my inevitable doom. (unfortunately for you all, i still have a few decades left. you're going to have to exercise some extreme patience to get rid of me.) - i was working on a huge game to share for today. it was going to be great, and it'd include all my friends and what i like and what i find important. needless to say, it didn't get done. none of the assets are drawn up, to the fault of my own laziness and my refusal to work on this project for the year i've been planning it. so, likewise to last year, no game this year either. sorry to those of you who were enthralled to see my next birthday game. it may happen for next year, but. probably not. - quite a lot has happened this year. quite a lot. that's the way i'm choosing to describe it. not a great deal has been good. it’s difficult to keep looking ahead at most points. but. i discovered new interests. new people. a new hobby. thats awesome. i love that for me. even if i were to talk to the person i was just a year ago, i feel like i would be able to answer many of their questions. sometimes, i think back to my old accounts. i barely remember who i was back then. or who i talked to, or what i did. she's a mystery to me as much as i am a mystery to her. is that corny? do i need to get checked for memory loss? /jj i've changed a lot, that's for sure. - i am not leaving, probably. although i get closer to doing so every day. i'm so inactive that i basically might as well, right? a few of my friends have dropped their leaving notes on their birthdays and fortunately i won't be adding to that pile. lol this rant had no particular structure or point. i've just been painfully aware of my growth for a while. happy birthday to me!!! expect a birthday haul project later today :]
enough about me; go and follow these people: @gacha_fox @egg_of_life they're some of my best friends. they helped me become the person i am today. show them some love. ('s birthday is on the 13th, so in like 9 days. show them some love too!!!!!)
