will update every ~week (very inconsistent)
space = next backdrop current cats: 1. how I see me (updated 4.25.26) 2. how I want to see me (goal for 2027) 3. how I see me in math (as of 4.25.26) 4. how I see me in swimming (as of 4.25.26) 5. how I see nadat (as of 4.25.26) 6. how I wish nadat sees me (as of 9.99.9999) will add more later, such as my relationship with friends, family, school stuff, etc.