Before any of you ask, yes I am scared and trying to hold onto faith that God has it. Yes I am still going to try to work on the game but it may be paused. Yes I may need someone to talk to if he ends up dying because of cancer. While I will try to keep myself together, I do not know if I will be able to not cry. Hopeful I can post but that is if my mental health allows it. If I go back into depression I will just did what I did for the past 7 years. Listen to music, talk with friends, play games, and just talk about happier times.