Dang I was already grounded from eyee ge for talking about my parents to other people disagreeing RESPECTFULLY I might add and I was grounded for 3 months. A recent drama arose at my new school and I cant really get into details but basically things were reported and I look like a snitch even though I didn't report anything. My parents have everyone involved and are trying to look through all messages in my phone for no good reason all because I talked to someone at school that has a lot of controversy and was just suspended. Everything is taken away and my parents said I'm rebellious and I disobeyed them all because i reached out to someone i was chill with before the controversy while being grounded. Dude I dread in loneliness at home and its such a heavy burden and taking away every sense of comfort and connection just makes things worse. Friends are texting me asking me if im okay, I unadded everyone on dc and I deleted messages to be under the radar so my parents wouldn't read every message and think the ABSOLUTE worst. Its gotten so bad I'm back on my tablet looking at old messages to feel some sort of nostalgia to be happier. A dude literally has to read almost year old messages with someone he felt broke his heart just to not feel alone. I've been reading old messages with Savannah smiling to myself with my mind filled with amazing memories of last summer and a few regrets of pressing too much. I've started journaling to stay occupied and I think the remaining weeks of this school year are going to be rough and I might have to look at old messages on my tablet a lot more.
Radiohead Articmonkeys The Neighborhood Lupo for random art (Some of these songs remind me of her)
