I... I can't take this... I'm heartbroken... So as you guys know I have a gf... But lately... I'm realizing she is only controlling me... She takes me away from my family... Guilt trips me to not do what I want... AND MADE ME HATE MYSELF AND MY FAMILY TO MAKE HER HAPPY... I THOUGHT ME AND HER HAD A GOOD RELATIONSHIP.... IT WAS ALL CONTROLLED..... ALL BECAUSE OF HER HATING HERSELF...You know what they say..."You can't love someone if you don't love yourself..." I care about my gf so much... And I am hoping that... When I talk to her about her getting help that she will get the proper help... As I am not going to talk to her until she is better after the talk...
I'll be working on projects to see if my mood goes up... Hope you guys understand if I am not really doing well... bye... for now.......
