So... After a couple of years trying to acomplish my dreams, I finally did it, but I feel more empty than before. Maybe I'm not the same person, or that's what my firends are tellling me, they compare me to Eleven and Mike in Stranger Things Tiles of 85. When Mike decides for Eleven wanted to go kill the monster but Mike didn't want her to go, so she stayed. I don't really know what they mean by that, but they keep telling me that I lost myself. Maybe I shouldn't think about that, at the end of the day, I don't think it is that deep. I just accomplished my dream, but lost the most important people in my life. Maybe I shouldn't ever have tried to accomplish them. There's so many ways that this could go, but none of them end how I thought this would end. In my town it feels like everyone knows me now, it's crazy. When I go back to where it all started, suddenly, everyone knows my face, my name... It never happened before. And the craziest part? I don't even know them, I don't even know how they know me. Now it feels like I have the world in my back - they can all see me, but I can't see them. They all know my past. They all know me, but when I look in the mirror, it isn't me. It feels like someone else's life. I feel like I'm kinda lonely tho. I have all that I could ever asked for, but everyones else is trying to get the same, so they can't hear me. Everyone is talking to me, but don't listen. When I was a little kid talking about my dreams, everyone told me that it was crazy, that I'd never accomplish it. Well... I did. But maybe... I should've stop and listen to them. Because all I have now, can't compare to what I had before. What if I didn't try? Would my life be better by now? Cause I also remember struggling before. Maybe in some time this will calm down a little, but it's frustrating now. I don't know... I just hope that someone stopped and listen. Thanks, I'm Trix, and I'll catch you in the flip side.
Thanks to you, for stopping by. May God bless you. This is the second part. 4.28.2026 https://scratch.mit.edu/projects/1312789736
