fine, i'll tell you why i don't post often. because i'm not mentally okay. this month, i got hit with so much within a matter of 2 weeks. in fact, i can't even make NACOS episodes anymore because i don't have any motivation to do so. random projects aren't gonna help. but i'm getting off track. lately, i've started to feel pretty negative about myself. i have a 70 in ELA right now. seriously? i catch a break at all. i feel like there's just someone out there who's watching in silence and demanding me to keep going with my work. not to mention that i don't really like NACOS that much. it's kinda poorly written and i need to do a whole rewrite so things make more sense. and i don't have the motivation for even THAT. hell, NACOS probably won't be finished before i plan on leaving, which makes things even worse for me. so i'm setting this straight: i'm taking another break and i'm not returning to scratch until my birthday or whenever i feel like it.
