I haven't been really online much on scr and i know some ppl have noticed because i havent responded to some of my messages and i always try to respond to much as i can before i grieve in my room like always (;;;・_・) The reason i havent been online is because recently my brother passed away because he got shot by gang violence. And yes, i do live in a hood area and i do witness a lot of deaths and fights. I try my best to stay away from fighting but some people dont know how to mind their business and they bother me. and i have noticed my self going back into a bad mental state and i want to focus more on my health and try not to get depressed again. so for that reason i will not be on scratch anymore. maybe i will log in a check on my friends but i might not respond. This was definitely kaydence.