i don't want to live my life if it isn't with you. i don't hate you. i don't know why. you say i was just there to fill a still empty void, and yet i still think about growing old with you. i owe my life to you. i don't want anyone but you. i wake up and fall asleep to the thought of you. in my slumber, I dream of you. i'll hate myself forever if I stand idly by. i just don't know how to help. i can't be happy without you. i can't live without you. i can't bear the thought of you leaving. even if you don't love yourself, i do. i still love you, Kris.
