i'm going to make this brief. _____ okay i missed lesbian week of visibility and i KNEW IT WAS SUPPOSED TO BE LAST WEEK YET I FORGOT IT WAS EVEN THE WEEK. LIKE HOW _____ also: jahzzo vs kurama game 2. what in TARNATION was that game like jahzzo 0 to deaths kurama in 20 seconds on the first stock, and is still at 38% and three stocks when kurama is down to one stock. then kurama casually turns the ENTIRE match around, sitting casually at kill percent for like a whole minute or two while throwing away jahzzo's stocks one by one and kurama WON WITH A DEEP OFFSTAGE BACK AIR KURAMA WON THE SET 3 TO 0 BECAUSE OF THAT GAME JAHZZO YOU ARE SO COOL BUT WHAT WAS THIS _____ next my school has a yuri club chat what do i do :sob: _____ another thing i'm petty about: my hands are huge. absolutely huge. i hate them. why couldn't i have smaller hands like i genuinely have the worst possible genetics for a 16 year old african american trans girl _____ last but not least i'm just trying to realize my real personality because i understand that for the past almost year now i've been like really chill but i remember back when i was a little more lively (redacted remembers and they hate me ik ik) well i haven't really like lost it but i just want to be able to be happy because sometimes when i get overly giddy i crap on myself for it... like bro who gets frustrated for being happy me apparently, but i think it's time i change that. this is mostly because of leona like i've noticed she genuinely wants me to learn how to be like, happy. and i figure it's good for my mental health anyway. i also want to figure out a definitive persona. i have most of it down, there's just three major things: the hair (my sona's hair is just stolen from some girl at my school because i've wanted short but cute hair since forever and i didn't know the exact style i wanted until i saw hers) the clothes (pls suggest fits it's not guaranteed i'll make them official outfits but my favorite aesthetics for the most part are skater and soft grunge kinda ish. also casual...? and then like the smaller details like my persona wears a hair tie on her right wrist, has nails painted black (this may or may not change but i like it for now) and then occasionally has little painted shapes on her right cheek. my persona looks and probably sounds nothing like me bruh i cannot live like this i had some more stuff to say but oh well you know me okay byeeee
