"I'm turning on the dopamine Quick, catch it, like magic, it's taking over me" [ Clover'Kit ] ... afab ... 6 in. / Southern Flannel Moth / The youngest of the bunch came barreling forward, laughing brightly. "And /I'mmmm!/" She paused, "Clover'Kit!" She exclaimed, bouncing to her feet. Research: ADHD - Attention Deficit Hyperactivity Disorder ✧.* ꜰᴏʀᴍᴀᴛ @Blitz_theJesterKitty ✧ CloverKit <3 ✧ clover will find herself to be a demi-girl in her early apprenticeShip, using she/Feather/sprout ✧ around the same time she discovers her pronouns, she will also find out she is lesbian✧ +kind, bright, gentle =dreamy, distracted, peaceful -avoidant, clumsy, timid ✧ nope! ✧ Her adhd constantly has her brain and body out of sync, Internally, her mind functions like a radio rapidly flipping through stations, leaving her in a permanent state of restless, "itchy" under-stimulation. This is why she is a "hippie" who obsesses over butterflies and birds; her brain is dopamine-hunting, requiring the bright colors and rhythmic buzz of insects to feel "awake." When she finds a target, she enters a trance-like Hyperfocus where her pupils dilate and her brain physicallly shuts out all external data—including her mentor’s voice or her own hunger—making the rest of the world vanish. If she is snapped out of this state, she doesn't just feel annoyed; she experiences a jolt of physical irrtation, like a painful electric shock, because her brain was forced to crash back into a reality it wasn't ready to process. This lack of a "filter" extends to her Sensory Processing, where her brain is unable to turn down the volume of her skin or ears. Ot other cats, mud is just dirt, but to her, the texture is a "screaming" tactile sensation that makes her fur feel like it is vibrating in a way that is physically nauseating. Rain feels like a million tiny needles hitting her at once, leading to Sensory Overload where her brain gets "full." Once she reaches this limit, any small friction—like a rude comment from an egocentric cat—causes a total system failure or a meltdown because she can no longer mute the "loudness" of the world. This is worsened by Dyspraxia, a coordination glitch where her brain struggles to track her body in space, making her trip over her own paws or misjudge jumps. This "clumsiness" isn't for lack of trying; it is a motor-control disconnect that makes her feel "broken" compared to her peers. Her daily life is further sabotaged by Executive Dysfunction, which acts as a physical wall between her and her duties. Even if she wants to patrol, if the task feels "heavy" or boring, her brain fails to send the signal to her legs to move. She suffers from Time Blindness, living in a permanent state of "Now" or "Not Now," which makes it impossible to plan ahead or learn from past mistakes. This is compounded by a failing Working Memory—a "sieve" that drops instructions the moment they are given—and a lack of Object Permanence, where anything she cannot see (like hidden prey or a favorite stone) ceases to exist entirely. Because her frontal lobe cannot "switch off" thoughts, she also suffers from Intrusive Thought Loops, where scary images or horrors of the world play over and over at 100% volume, making it impossible to "accept reality" without being overwhelmed by the noise. Ultimately, her transition into the "Ragatha" phase is the result of Chronic Masking and Executive Burnout. She has spent her entire life pretending she isn't overwhelmed and using her hippie persona as a shield to keep her environment "soft." Her shaky, forced-optimism voice is the sound of Emotional Dysregulation and Rejection Sensitive Dysphoria (RSD); because she feels emotions at 200% intensity, a single critique feels like a physical wound. By the time she is a warrior, she is mentally exhausted from the labor of acting "normal." Her "Ragatha" personality is her brain’s last-ditch effort to "happy-talk" over the internal scream of a nervous system that is too much for her. ✧ extra info: Will think of things as all butterflies and rainbows as a kit, but soon as an apprentice, she'll learn it definately is NOT, but denies it and tries to ignore it. When she becomes a warrior, she starts having trouble ignoring the horrors of the world, and her vc changes to ragatha. She loves butterflies, bugs, flowers, sunshine and birds.She dislikes mud, rain, rude or egocentral cats, death, accepting reality.Vc is mina ashido from mha ✧.* ɢᴏᴏᴅʙʏᴇ! [ Thank you so much for applying!! If none of these catch your interest, you can go back to the litter hub :) [ <-- Hub ] ︶︶︶︶︶︶︶︶︶︶︶︶︶︶︶︶︶︶︶︶︶︶︶︶ credits ╭( ･ㅂ･)و art - design - bio format - roleplay - Gens
