i hate that i have to share the most shocking parts of my life just to get a little bit of sympathy from you misogynists. i grieve my friend who died right after i left juvy? not bad enough! i get verbally abused but if i get taken away there’s a huge chance the quality of my life will worsen severely? eh whatever! oh i get assaulted by a birthday girl sure NOW you can love me ‘unconditionally’ even though all you do is humiliate me until i have to embarrass myself and talk about why i act the way i do. i hate being a girl this world makes me hate it, i wanna still be a girl but i wish i could make others think i’m a guy too, i hate how high pitch my voice is and EVERYTBING AUGSHH EVERYBTING!!! and it doesn’t get better because my stupid verbally abusive family keeps making me feel worse by sharing my secrets in the background while i’m call oh my god and i’m the bad guy because i get upset after constantly being called the same thing by my brother i don’t even wanna say what he KEEPS CALLING ME OVER AND OVER i don’t care if he’s a my brother if i leave at least i don’t. have to have him ruining everything in my life. ohh oh my god. i wanna hug my pillow rn because i miss my girlfriend it makes everything better
