Heh.....Guess this is where I shall vent I guess.... I don't try to be a person's problem unless they are doing someone else wrong.... When ever I get upset I try to go inside my happy thoughts...but even those are withering away like my smile.... Im not trying to be one of those people who fake these kinds of things to get attention... I really didn't even want to post this...but it was 1v2 bc Bill and Z wanted me to post it...
Does it have to be this way? do I have to feel like this about myself.....no....but will that ever change....