was in phys. ed., we changed and did warmups and whatever, then we were doing this fun Friday thing called Mattball, a bit complicated to explain it, so we all partnered together and my friend kicked the ball first, did great, then we switched to the pitching side, like there are two classes at once so my class went to the pitching side, me and my friend didn't get to our turn (we were number four among like, 8-10 groups of 2 idk) and she kept talking about how I need to kick the ball next, which was true, yes, but I'm extremely unathletic and shy and try to always avoid these things because I just have this huge fear and making mistakes in front of people and them laughing at me and other things and stuff (hard to explain) so she kinda pressured me and made me kick the ball (I know it sounds like I'm being lazy, but I REALLY hate stuff like this... its rlly hard to explain tho :( ) so I tied my shoes (not loosely) and when I did kick, it barely when a few feet forward-right and my shoe came off with it, it was like hell and I swear I heard people laughing, and then when I was crouching to tie my shoes /again/ I started CRYING like my eyes teared up, and I tried to blink it away and she kept asking "are you mad at me?" while I was trying my shoes because I wasn't saying anything or looking at her and then I said "THIS is why I never do these kind of things" and she SAW my tears and heard my wobbly-crying voice and knows how stup1d I am to start CRYING but then we switched back to the pitching side and I blinked away the tears. sorry for making it so long btw. and this is even the worst drawing i've done yet. great.
