Um, to get straight to the point, I realized that I likely have another theriotype... unexpectedly an aquatic or semi-aquatic one. I've never thought too much about having a water-dwelling theriotype since I don't like water a lot bc I've already nearly drowned multiple times in my life and my leg almost got caught in a boat rudder once. </3 Well, I was thinking in school just randomly about axolotls, and I remembered that anytime I go to a river or clear-water shallow area, I feel the urge to crawl on my hands, feet, and belly in shallow water, and when I do, I usually experience a mental shift, sensory shift, and/or phantom shift. These shifts are nearly as strong as the ones I experience when in forests. I also sometimes get sudden species euphoria when crawling, swimming, or sitting in water. However, I CAN'T STAND the feeling of my head submerged underwater and I get a panic attack anytime I swim in deep water where I can't feel the bottom, which is most likely linked to trauma, but does this get in the way of a possibility for an aquatic theriotype? If I wasn't traumatized then would I *like* going underwater? Lately, I've been feeling "nubs" poking out of my head (like top-sides of my head, like an inch above my ears), and I didn't think much of it, but now I realized that they were phantom shifts. I didn't notice until now bc I've never had such strong phantom shifts before. Idk man, I was thinking axolotl? That's what I was thinking of in the first place when I recalled my shifts. Can anyone help me? Does axolotl sound right or is there some other similar animal?
