illusion is a broken friendship. the pain after they fade away and you don't know why. the confusion when you ignore each other in the halls for months. the envy you feel for the new people they replaced you with. please listen up to the rap ^^ --------------------------------------------------------------------------------- lyrics you were there with me for a while sharing stories over text about guys and school in the halls, we'd hug and smile now if I see you, i'm worried about looking cool what happened to talking bout our favorite girl group? back when laughter was a feeling, and not just something to do we did the weirdest trends, but it's okay, cuz we were happy not like we are now, all drama queens or snappy the only thing we were scared of was the other person's cat now I have a million different fears I can summon like that i'm filling in the blanks in my head, but I don't want to it sucks having empty space where I used to have you I make up fake situations of us in my head Ones where you didn't step backwards or seem to forget How we couldn't stop laughing at 2 am Or danced to overrated songs, not caring a bit I missed the us who sang along at the top of our lungs No fear of being singled out, we were just having fun If I mentioned that again, you'd look at me in confusion As if all of these memories were just an illusion sleepovers, hanging out together friendship diary, didn't last forever, no what could we be now? 4th of july, we were alright choreographing a song next I know, we're back at school what did I do wrong? I love this, I love that couldn't make up your mind, it's true but all of this, it won't turn back and I liked life better with you and I don't really care if it can never be the same my vision altered when your loyalty changed be the same way, same face, same vibe, but everyone's different on the inside reviving all the memories I stored up long time gone, not long enough you said you gave me love but it faded too fast now i'm living like the water in an empty glass crushed by the people i thought were friends if I got pennies for people left, there wouldn't be a cent lowkey don't even know the girls you do but oh my gosh, that's nothing new even the people who get it don't I just want you back, this is not a funny joke I'm making up fake situations of us in my head Ones where you didn't step backwards or seem to forget How we couldn't stop laughing at 2 am Or danced to overrated songs, not caring a bit I missed the us who sang along at the top of our lungs No fear of being singled out, we were just having fun If I mentioned that again, you'd look at me in confusion As if all of these memories were just an illusion --------------------------------------------------------------------------------- instrumental: elyk on youtube lyrics:
