for the hopeless ━━━━⊱⋆⊰━━━━ i don't have wings ⚘ unhappy endings, track 5 [ duration ⋆ 4:44 ] ━━━━⊱⋆⊰━━━━ ⚘ lyrics ⚘ maybe i am just not good enough maybe these past years have been too tough broke all of the rules i abided by and tried to uncover what i deemed as right oh, let me chase the skylines take an exit and shortcut through time how do i exist to wonder why living in the moment's hard when the future feels like a shielding guard and the past is just an endless maze of every bad mistake i've made now all the good things make me sad i've cried too much in front of my dad but i don’t have wings to flee the mess so i’ll accept i'm human i guess deep breath in ‘cause midnights are no fun im nothing when compared to everyone but why do i care if the chance was always there maybe so, but my soul was present elsewhere oh, let me stain the roadside with tears that flooded through my clothes pretend that goldilocks chose me just right living in the moment's hard when the future feels like a shielding guard and the past is just an endless maze of every bad mistake i've made now all the good things make me sad i've cried too much in front of my dad but i don’t have wings to flee the mess so i’ll accept i'm human i was never all that courageous the bad exceeds the good of it and this force is pushing me against this world that i won’t leave i know its not up for debate and i owe people so i’ll stay my God, You say it’s not the way please take off this weight living in the moment's hard when the future feels like a floor of shards tomorrow there’ll be no escape the abyss is open another day now all the good things make me sad every second i’m stepping back and i don’t have wings to brave the test so i’ll accept i'm human i guess ━━━━⊱⋆⊰━━━━ ⚘ notes ⚘ this is my favorite track on the album (“because of me” comes in close second)! it's about my tendency to shut down and want to escape hard situations instead of facing them head on. i wrote this song at a very low point in my life where i would overthink every single action and mistake i've made, and i believed that there was no bouncing back to actually feeling good about myself. i wished that i could just magically accomplish tough goals that i set without putting in effort, metaphorically “sprout wings,” even though it was obvious that i couldn't. i spilled my heart out on this track! ━━━━⊱⋆⊰━━━━ lastly, unhappy endings is on many many streaming platforms! you'll find me there under the artist name sofauria. go stream <33 ━━━━⊱⋆⊰━━━━ ep studio: ━━━━⊱⋆⊰━━━━ ⚘ credits ⚘ - lyrics, guitar, vocals, production, concept, and cover design by - recorded/produced using bl - covers designed using canva
