for the hopeful ━━━━⊱⋆⊰━━━━ unhappy endings. ⚘ unhappy endings, track 6 [ duration ⋆ 5:00 ] ━━━━⊱⋆⊰━━━━ ⚘ lyrics ⚘ eyes sting, head spins the thick air tastes so bitter restless screams in my mind getting louder over and over silence is a comfort but the moment i feel fine reality crushes me inside another monday blocking out the noise my vision blurs so much makes me question my next choice it’s such a pain when they pick apart all of me and wonder why i’m happy when i’m just someone who doesn’t try hard enough wont admit her luck is temporary “quit pretending” starts giving up instead she doesn’t plan that far ahead stopped preventing unhappy endings barely at the surface drowning in hopelessness saying sorry only ‘cause it’s easy and you can count on me to let you down there’s nothing else i’m certain about and if you leave me be that’s probably better, i mean this critic tries be strong but she’ll always be weak she doesn’t try hard enough wont admit her luck is temporary “quit pretending” starts giving up instead she doesn’t plan that far ahead stopped preventing unhappy endings (you couldn’t fix me) (it was because of me) (never chosen) (guess i’m human) there’s a presence of me through the fog machine i'm not lost endlessly someone will hear me no, life’s not a movie or a fairy tale with queens but theres something worth saving some way to free me don’t try at all so far but there’s hope if i just start and then i’ll be worthy or i am already somehow i’ll find it ‘cause it’s just beginning and soon enough there’ll be a happy ending ━━━━⊱⋆⊰━━━━ ⚘ notes ⚘ sophomore year of high school was really difficult for me, not just academically but socially. i just felt like i could never fit in and was often overly anxious about every situation and conversation. i would skip so much of school just because i didn't want to humiliate myself, even though i knew in the back of my mind no one really cared that much. this song is about my thoughts, fears, and doubts during this time in my life and my journey of heading towards a direction of building self-love and hope for the future. scratch compresses the audio which ruins the sound quality, and you can hear it in this song especially, but i hope you still enjoy it <3 ━━━━⊱⋆⊰━━━━ lastly, unhappy endings is on many many streaming platforms! you'll find me there under the artist name sofauria. go stream <33 ━━━━⊱⋆⊰━━━━ ep studio: ━━━━⊱⋆⊰━━━━ ⚘ credits ⚘ - lyrics, guitar, vocals, production, concept, and cover design by - recorded/produced using bl - covers designed using canva
