Why would you do this? Why would you tell me? Why would you ask? Only to tell me it's someone I know. You tell me, "Guess, it's easy." I do. I guess everyone in the class, Everyone but one. Him. Of course it is, It's the one that hurts. You could have chosen anyone else, but you chose him. The one that hurts me. You broke the code, you hurt me, all by saying three words, "Yes, it's him." You could have anyone else, anyone you wanted to, and the one you choose, it's the one that hurts. What I don't understand, is why your attitude hit an end. "He's ugly." "He's annoying." "He's a jerk." You said, So why, Out of anyone, him? Now it's "He's so strong." "He's so funny." "He's so sweet." What changed? Why? Why? Why so sudden? Why am I the one you tell? Why him? I could keep going, but I won't. You know how long, How long I have, It's been years, So why, Why, Why would you do this? Maybe we can't can't be friends, you crossed a line, that you can't undo I'll probably miss you, but if you cross lines like this, I just can't. I normally would forgive, But this line that you crossed, Wide as a river, It's not easy to cross, You knew what you were doing, So I don't know if I can, But if you step back, And you toe the line, Maybe I can. I'll try, But you need to try too. You know it's been years, You know how much I was longing, So if you try to fix things, Maybe we can fix this. We'll never go back to how it was before, But we can try. I know you can't control your heart, I'm well aware, It's what got me here, But I think this is your head. Telling you that you do. Even if it's not, I'm done. This hurt too much, I can't risk this hurt again.
This is pretty long, it's four parts. Each time there's a space like this it's a new stanza. If it's a gap like this It's a new part of the poem. This is a poem to one of my friends, but I never gave it to her, because soon after I wrote this, she tried to fix things, and I'm giving her a second chance. She asked if I was mad, and it kind of made me more upset that she couldn't tell I was upset. I never was actually mad, just upset. So yeah, I hope u like my poem, it's pretty emotional, but idk. Hope you enjoy.
